티스토리 뷰
2020. 11. 16
- read on comeback VLIVE + posted on LYSN ACE
"To my SHINee World-nim,
Victory! I hereby announce I have received the order to discharge from the marines as of 15th November 2020. Victory! Hi, this is Sergeant Choi Minho. The day that I imagined would come for me is here. Sergeant Choi Minho has finally discharged. It’s my first time having such feelings so I don’t know how should I express it. Firstly, I am so happy and I am filled with much fluttering heart!!!!!
You would know if you have seen my discharge picture and heard my voice, I have healthily and safely discharged. Have you guys been keeping your promises and stay healthy? Even right now, I am writing this worrying and thinking about Shawols. Even though I have thought about various things like ‘How would I feel if I got discharged?’ ‘What would be the best thing to do first after I discharged?’ ‘The food that I wanted to eat so far?’ ‘The hobbies that I couldn’t do?’ or ‘Travelling?’ but above all, meeting you guys was the thing that I look forward to and what I wanted to do the most. I, Choi Minho, have come running and arrived at SHINee World, an existence that I can no longer remove from my life. Thank you so much for waiting. Even though I have been lacking towards you guys, I have never held back the heart that I have for SHINee World, the liking I have for you guys are always overflowing and I am very sorry for not being able to express much at every moment that you guys have touched my heart. Right now, I want to tell you guys again. I will express myself more and get closer to you guys……
Also, the letters you guys sent me during my military time really became a strong source of strength to me and I was so happy. The letters that included your small daily lives matter, the letters that included your private matters, the letters that included your worries and concerns, the letters that included your one-sided confessions… Regardless of the kind of letters you guys sent, what I felt was ‘Ah, I see~’ ‘Ah, there are such things happening, I see~’ ‘You guys have been through a hard time’ ‘You have worked hard’ as well as ‘I should show my support too!’ No matter what kind of topic was it, I will listen to them, be on your side; I feel touched and it was a great form of strength to me that the person that can understand you guys, without much explanation, is me. Thank you once again for the letters you guys sent me. All of them will be remembered in my heart^^
Guys! There would be weakness and anyone could make mistakes but disregard that, I am determined to be someone who you can trust and lean on, more than that, someone who you can put at the very front. Someone that can create an even greater kindness following that kindness to the one I cherish. Gathering all of them, I want to be with you guys more and longer!
Even though you will definitely think about ‘What should I do’ ‘What am I living for’ when you think about your life in the future, my conclusion is that “I am going to live to love the person I love and to tell them that.” While looking forward to the life to tell each other ‘I Love You’ as we live, regardless of any heartbreak or pain that comes our way, to my SHINee World that we will go forward together endlessly every day, every moment, I love you ♥
Lastly, the path that unfolds in front of us from now on, I will always be with you guys and I hope that we will walk on this path together regardless of the outcome that may come. Thank you and thank you again for being able to just even deliver this feeling in this letter to SHINee World. I think this is really my last salute. My beloved hope, SHINee World!! Victory!!
— 2020. 11. 15
Marine Sergeant Choi Minho —
p.s We have come running while sharing and looking at the same sky so… let’s hold hand and go!!!"